Morning again,
So an evil is creeping into my soul. I have desires to do despicable, mean things. Things that I know are wrong and will cause much turmoil in many lives. This blow has hit me harder than Alex's passing.
I can't bear to think of the raw deal Zoe has been given during her short time here so far. I only pray that somehow she will be okay. I can't answer the question "who will take care of Zoe while you take care of you?" I need help.
I called the divorce attorney today. I have been advised to not make any final decisions for a while, so that is what I plan to do. I just feel so betrayed and physically beaten up. My body is falling apart and I have no idea how to handle this phase so far.
G
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Gwen,
If you need to talk or just sit and drink a beer, I am right across the street. I love you so very much.
Love,
Courtney
Gwen,
I have followed your blog for a very long time. Although I have never left a message for you before, I felt the need to this time. I am praying for you during this hard time.
No one deserves to have to endure the pain you have had to go through. I think of you often and check your blog regularly. Just know that there are prayers out there for you.
Heather
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